||[May. 7th, 2010|12:12 pm]
Not so long ago I was told to go study my horoscope. Shortly afterward I was instructed not to go to a professional astrologer but rather acquire the necessary knowledge myself.|
A few days later I was told to study esoteric astrology.
I heard about astrology before (and were familiar with a few of its basic concepts). When I started reading about esoteric astrology, my head started spinning.
I feel very strong pulsations in my palms; I feel vibrations along the spinal area of my body - as if a snake/ribbon is moving from muladhara to vishudha in a wave motion; strong currents (of energy) move counterclockwise in my head (currents are orthogonal to axis of spine <=> parallel to the ground).
And I am feeling this by merely reading about esoteric astrology. Bodily sensations are very strong. I feel as if I am shaking. And I am not meditating - I am wide awake!
I am not afraid of these quite unusual sensations, but I am a bit anxious...
My head is almost literally spinning...
Is this what Kabala calls "opening the gate to the next level"?
OR, maybe, this is my reaction to reading text that was charged by AFN himself?
I have recently learned of synaesthesia... and I recalled then that when we studied Tora (5 books of Old Testament), we were told that when israelites were stationed at Mt.Sinai and God addressed them, they SAW God's VOICE. I have a feeling that synaesthesia is the answer to how people could SEE SOUNDS.